You Never Noticed

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released December 27, 2016

lyrics and music written, arranged, composed, performed, recorded and produced by izabellizima (c)

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I spend a lot of time in my room with my instruments brooding and shit. It's cheaper than therapy.

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Track Name: Concrete Angel
Didn't know you'd be gone so soon
Met in Marching to our own tune
A year went by and I heard in June
That you fell hard reaching for the moon
Tell me girl, did your well run dry
My parched lips waited for your lines
Dipped your pen in the ink of flies
Re-recite you with bloodshot eyes


When you wake
Return the hearts you take

Shattered into a million stars
I reach out but you're oh so far
Fell to earth and you left a scar
In the outline of who you are
Nothin's sacred is what you said
Are you happy now that you're dead
When they picked through your open head
Was it ink and not blood you bled?

When you wake
Return the hearts you break
Track Name: Easy Tears
Let yourself cry, think I will believe you
Easy tears but no sign of regret
All the time spent trying to be near you
Pushed aside and left out to forget

I never wanted to deceive you
Thought I could make myself somehow
In your name what I put myself through
Sum of excuses won't allow
One final cut no sign of bleeding
I'm finally empty of your love
And now you will not find me bleeding
You're just a dream, I'm waking up

Reached for me, you thought that I would be there
Thought I could but now I'm my own friend
Spared myself a heartache I can't weather
No use pleasing you at my expense

I never wanted to deceive you
Thought I could make myself somehow
In your name what I put myself through
Sum of excuses won't allow
One final cut no sign of bleeding
I'm finally empty of your love
And now you will not find me bleeding
You're just a dream, I'm waking up
Track Name: Wash Your Mouth
Plug my ears
Save your tears
Thoughtless words
I will not endure
Track Name: You Never Noticed
I can see you behind your eyes
And it seems you've been gone for days
I'm not sure if you realize
What it feels like inside your maze
I'm too frightened to let you go
These four walls echo loneliness
Is this happening, I don't know
Two steps forward then I regress

I give up I walk out and then I turn around
You recoil you give in and then You hit the ground

I could cut you out of my heart
I would patch me, yeah I'd get by
But the bleeding it plays a part
Proves to me that I'm not dead inside

Do I frighten you?
You are frightened
You are frightened too

You give up you walk out and then you turn around
I recoil I give in and then I hit the ground
Track Name: Alsup Prayer
...blood-soaked concrete, early grave...
Track Name: Divine Cruelty
When will you be through wasting all my time
I knew what you knew still I made you mine
And when we are through we'll survive the ache
Caressing the scars of the love we make

Don't mistake me for an artist don't mistake me for a muse
Wordsmiths and beauties get their terms confused

We are nothing more than two
Who can see each other clear
Who can hear the music score
Underscoring all our fears

We have the foresight
but our nerves have tangled
We share blood and bones
and we'll come out mangled

When the time to sever makes us both implore
watch us dash to gather up the heart that tore

When you're finally through wasting all my time
I'll say, I never knew cruelty so divine